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Rituals
03:14
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hope you’re doing well in your own hell
sitting across from you and coming down again
i hear you say goodbye as you walk into the woods
i know the dogs will find you and they’ll lick your bones all clean
invoking silent screams as their teeth hit your flesh
passively devoured for redemption lies in death
i’ll go out later and find your lifeless form
put it on the altar and practice rituals
king of hell in everyone
in the places i go and the things that i see
emotionless i breathe your air and learn to trust nothing
detached i pray to you
forgive me for nothing
forget me i’m nothing
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Parking Lot Graves
03:04
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alone again with no friends
what did you expect
from a selfish and narcissistic
suburban white trash christ?
who builds you up
to watch you bleed
away into his false needs
you know he doesn't care
and he'd leave you if he could
you long for happiness
only for it to fade
sadness is the same
pain never leaves
so don't feel anything
it’s better off that way
what did you expect
from a suburban white trash christ?
mass graves in parking lots
is where our ghosts met
and slept without a care
death is our savior
rest in pain
inside your hell
rest in pain
you can't be saved
rest in pain
in nothingness
rest in pain
you can't be saved
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Forget Me
01:31
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nicole will you carry my bible
it’s dragging me down
and i cannot swim above this ground
my head is numb and my lungs are shot
i am something you could do without
so forget me
i’ll fade away
but when i’m gone
devour me
nicole your face is dying before my eyes
and through the breath of my own lies
i’ll wipe the blood from your tears
through your pointless suffering
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4. |
Satan Is Your Master
02:56
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slit your wrists to bleed out slow
inside your sadness inside your home
fake it til you’re real
you can't recognize yourself in anything
satan is your master now
patient suicide
is what you know to feel inside
fake it til you’re gone
you can’t recognize yourself anymore
satan is your master now
bleed inside for him
live for no one
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i want to kill or to be killed
i pet my dog as i slit his throat
i skin him whole and i wear his furs
to school for looks now i feel good
i want to kill or to be killed
my dog licks me as he sinks into my meat
good boy he wears my tattered skin
to church for looks now they all know
i trust in hell
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6. |
Not Here
02:35
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strip me
of my self
it’s useless here
pale light
seems so dark
swallowed in blood
its sweetness
is fulfilled
in our emptiness
killing us
so gently
i don’t care
all that is still remains
waiting patiently to end
so leave me to die
i know that i’m not here
god never cared so why should i?
passing through this empty space
god never lived so why should i?
light is left nowhere
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7. |
Mall Goth
03:31
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goodbye hell
goodbye god
goodbye sun
and trailer home
goodbye mall
and step dad
goodbye flesh
goodbye drugs
i’m all done
i’m so gone
i’m all done
i’m so wrong
i’m all done
i’m so gone
i’m all done
playing mall goth
take my corpse and my child too
leave me without anything
i want to be as i was before
just a lifeless form
slip a line of percoset
school shootings on the tv screen
think of the people that you love
reaching out for anything
clinging tight to their crosses
knowing that they’ll rest in pain
pull the nails from your own skin
and die effortlessly
selfish crucifixion
comfort in every thought
no comfort at all
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Prayers
01:55
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tears from your broken life
suffocate my desire
you put the words into my mouth
but i can’t even make a sound
i know i’ll let you down
you said that you’d love me
if i would consume your sin
and learn to die slow
i know i never could
i know i’ll let you down
your face turns out a smile
as you ridicule me
tear into my skin
i can understand
you know i’ll let you down
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9. |
Suffering
05:04
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waking up in suffering
same as i was yesterday
cold breath speaks kindly
tells me to go back to sleep
words that no one hears
pass through paralyzed
in visions of darkness
i close my eyes
i lay my head down to rest
but sleep never comes
love evades every thought
and pills nullify my restless mind
i hate myself but i couldn’t hate you
even if i tried
hiding in my purest failure
i attempt to understand
why hate and love seem so different
but are one and the same
falling out of grace i know
it'll never change
even if i tried
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10. |
I'll Rise To Die Again
02:15
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my sweet lord was at the mobile home
softly crying
painting nails eating flesh
drinking defiled blood with everyone
i’ll rise to die again
you won’t find my body
cause i made poor friends
bloody lips taking sips
in what i’m putting out now
drinking ammonia without anyone
mixed with my saviors tears
i’ll rise to die again
you won’t find my body
because i have no friends
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